I abandoned my wife and 2 kids after lying to them for years that I wanted to be with them. I get off by hurting my wife and kids. I haven't spoken to my kids in over 5 months now and they might think I am dead by now. My wife has moved on and is I'm this process of l owing out with my kids and making it so I can't ever see th again because I all I do is intentionally hurt and lie to them. I am a complete predator who prays on women when they are at their weakest moment in life and take them for everything. I think u am smarter then everyone but really I am just a big narcissistic asshole .